3/3.....but why don't I feel better?

I'm so excited because..................

I'VE FINISHED ALL MY AP EXAMS!!!!!

so great to finally be done! I had my last one, AP English Language (see last post), on Wednesday and it went super well! I wrote some great essays (for those of you who DONT know, AP English Language teaches you to write a 5 paragraph essay in 40 minutes, and for the exam 3 essays in 2 hours...yes...thats right...three 5 paragraph essays in 2 hours :S:S:S) and I also think I did really well on the multiple choice section. LETS HOPE FOR A 5!!!

But now, I'm just sittin at home on a Friday night, which isn't so horrible, but I keep thinking that I've finished my exams and everything seems to be going so well. I have the best of friends, I just gave an amazing talk at Wyldlife and feel like my faith is stronger than ever, its becoming summer, and everything good is happening all over the place, yet I still feel like somethings not there.

I don't know what it is, but for some reason, the more I focus on the good things about my life, the more all the things I dont like and problems I have keep popping into my mind. And i'm just so confused on the fact that if I'm completely and utterly happy, which I think I am, then why do I constantly feel negative and unable to take the best out of situations, but instaed find the worst??

Its just like such a paradox, cause the more good things that fall into place and happen, the more frequent bad emotions and things occur. But why??